5 Facts about me!

1.  I'm a chronic walker.  I developed the habit of taking long walks in middle school when my sisters wild side started to show.  That lady was super hyper and loved yelling!  I still attempt to take an hour long walk every single day.

2.  I'm obnoxiously allergic to down/goose feathers.  If someone walks into a room wearing a down coat I know immediately.  My sinus start swelling and my throat begins to burn.

3.  I'm also allergic to cats.  Do you know how many people have cats and down items in their house?  It's so embarrassing.  I can't sleep in a room with down or cat hair.  People get upset and start vacuuming the room and switching out all the bedding.  Soooooo awkward and I feel so guilty.   

4.  Right now, I'm smiling because I'm not married, I don't have a child and I'm not pregnant.  I'm glad I have the freedom to follow my goals without having extreme complications.  I'm incredibly grateful for my situation.      

5.  I've feared moving to American for the past few years but now I'm excited to give it try.  The Nomad is ready to root!

Ducklings!

I think it's important to remember that despite everything there is always beauty and love in the world.  It may not be in my world, right not, but it's out there and it's important to remember.  

On a not so positive note, Boyfriend said he feels like we've already broken up so maybe we should go our separate ways, now, instead of going to Bulgaria and completing our summer travel plans including a wedding in Budapest in late August.  That also means we wouldn't try to be together in the long run and we wouldn't be there to support each other through the beginning stages of our new lives.  Maybe he's right.  I've been looking at our situation as we can't agree on the future but we love each other so lets make the next few months the best months of our lives.  Go our with a bang!  You know?  

Well, anyways, it's not up to me!  It's up to us and if Boyfriend is miserable being around me, then he is. Forcing him to continue being upset, and not allowing him to move on, is awful.  I want him to be happy.

Hello!

Hey there!

I just wanted to write and say I'm happy about the idea of moving home.  I feel so, so, so, much better about my future now that I'm not following Boyfriend to China.  In one way it's awful and I should follow my love wherever he goes but in another way it's my life and I need to fulfill it!  We haven't decided to break up but we're trying to be realistic about the situation.  We're best friends, we need each other at first, no matter what, but, who knows, maybe we're not meant to be any more but maybe we're absolutely meant to be and we'll figure that out very soon.

I don't have any content right now and honestly I probably won't for a little bit.   Bear with me please!  I need to screw my head on and focus on my life. Thank you, thank you, thank you, to every person that was kind and reached out to me.  It really helped me come out of absolute depression and begin realizing how awesome the future could be.